December 2010
I guess I finally feel how you felt. We were once on the same page, but I guess over the chapters, we drifted. I remember how we used to feel for each other. Remember when we made it official? Do you remember all those crazy and unforgettable memories that we shared? It was like all our 3 years together gone down the drain. When I thought you disappeared, you were just so hurt about everything,...
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New year, new resolution.
^ That’s what I said last year.
Last day of the year, last day of the decade.
Do you not realise? You consider me as one of your best friends but sometimes, I wonder if you are or not. Yes, we have a close and tight bond but this friendship only consists of minor arguments. You come to me when you need help or when you’re in desperate need of something. You’re attitude is different when you are with the opposite sex. You never really ask me what’s going on...
I hate it when I’m talking to someone and then all of a sudden their enthusiastic mood slowly changes into a real bad mood. One word replies and sarcasm irritates me. A lot. If you don’t want to talk to me then just tell me you don’t. I don’t think it’s that hard.
Tumblr, I would like to thank you for always entertaining me, making me laugh, making me smile, educating me, introducing me to new and wonderful followers, and mostly, for being there when no one else was. You keep all my memories and when I look back at this year and all my posts, I laugh and realise how crazy my journey has been. Thank you Tumblr, you were always there for me :”)
The year is almost over as we can see, it’s been one crazy and tough ride. I turned 15 and I guess that was a big jump for me. I lost many friends but gained new ones. I drifted from many and made close bonds to others. I started work, and that introduced me to a whole new world. My scores from semester 1 was so great compared to my scores in semester 2. Seeing my report, I want to achieve...
I’m just going to stay up all night, again. I don’t think I’ve gotten any sleep at all for two days. I’m not proud, I just can’t sleep. Well I had a crazy 10PM-6AM shift on Thursday, when I got home, I couldn’t really sleep. So I just lay in bed, played some games till it got hot and I had to go somewhere. Tonight, I guess I’ll be up catching up on Tumblr...
vvnq asked: i am really lovin' your blogs! it can really relate to me.
vvnq asked: i am really lovin' your blogs! it can really relate to me.
As crazy as it is, I am blogging on Tumblr again. Why did I take a break from pouring out my emotions? Because I thought maybe I could handle everything now, but look where that got me. Seems like this is the only place where I can finally be myself with out the name calling. It’s not emo to write out how I feel, don’t you have feelings too? Like I said, this is the side I do not tend...
Is it suddenly a sin to care about others and how they feel? Why is it that I always feel so guilty and horrible when someone tells me about their problems when it doesn’t even relate to me? People say I care too much, maybe I don’t care enough? What the people around me don’t know is how much their mood impacts on mine. They say that your true friends see what others...
Today is a great day. I love Christmas. The thought of giving and receiving presents to me, is pretty much exciting. Just seeing people’s reactions to what I get them makes me happy. Well my friends got me shoes, which were really cute. My other friend got me a necklace, it is really cute. My sister got me a whole pile of clothes and a new bag, my brother got me a new iPod, my other brother...
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lamehats asked: Merry Christmas :)
uberawks asked: Hope you have a Merry Christmas and a Happy New Year!
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I hate trying to keep a conversation going when...
“Be careful when a guy tells you he loves you from the bottom of his heart. That...”
– Stephanie
I think i'm falling for you
ibelievein:
.. this is bad LOL
Anonymous asked: whats your theme? :)
Anonymous asked: whats your theme? :)
It’s so hard trying to pull off that you’re ‘fine’ behind the computer screen. Naturally this is me: “HAHAHA LOLOL OMG HAHAHA! WHAT’S UP?!” And today it’s just: “Hey, what’s up? Lol..” I want to pretend that everything is okay, but for some reason, today wasn’t a great day to do so. I thought it might have been easy to pretend...
I shouldn't let it bother me.
Do you ever get that feeling when you’re just sitting behind the screen and all of a sudden you get chills down your body? And then your heart just sinks so low in your chest you can feel the uneasy feeling..
Sigh, got my mood down. Why is it when I think people are different they all turn out exactly the same? What do you expect from me.. maybe it was better off without you in my life.
Hello there, it’s been a while hasn’t it, Tumblr? I was so tired from yesterday and I don’t even know why. I was so dead at 3 am but when I went to bed, I couldn’t seem to fall asleep. I slept at 6am and I just woke up now. Yet, I still feel so dead. My brother walked in my room saying “what the fudge?! It’s 3 something and you’re still sleeping?!”...
I dont like Drake's voice.
Drake’s voice is sexy.
aaliyahnguyen:
A snippet of ‘The first fuck you’ by ‘Sweet Dispositions’
“What the hell has this world become? If you wear make up, you’re a cakeface. If you don’t wear make up, you’re too fucking confident under your own skin, which makes you seem as though you are a stuck up little hoe bag. If your school dress is 10cm above the knee, you’re a slut. If your school...
“Never pay attention to the rumours, they only assume.”
– Drake
Don’t you just hate it when you’re eating mix and match M&M’s and you keep getting the peanut ones?
Don’t you just hate it when the people around you assume that you like someone because you talk and hang around them more than often? Just because I’m hanging around someone of the opposite gender, it doesn’t necessary mean that we like each other. There’s something called friends.
Sweat pants, hair tied, chilling with no make up on. That’s when you’re the prettiest.
You know what annoys me? People who are self centered and believe that the world revolves around them. Those kind of people who expect you to care about them and give them the world but they don’t even pay any attention on how you feel or what you believe in.
Funny how everything has to be your way, always. I always have to be there to listen to you and pay attention to your presence. When you mumble your words, I’m expected to hear it right? If I say “huh” or “what?” you can get mad all you like. What do you mean you feel as if you’re “talking to a brick wall?” I do answer your questions and I do pay...
COMPLETE EPIC VICTOR KIM GIF.
mserenesolitude:
courtesy of mrythphotography. AHHAHAHA caught in action!
And then I start to wonder why I’m here and not there..
Have you ever felt isolated? Like no one understands or cares about you? Like you have to face everything alone with no true friends with you? How you stay up so late every night and get no sleep because it seems impossible? I feel like this most of the time and sometimes I don’t even know why. I’ve got everything I need. Not everything, but most things that I could ever ask for,...
When you ask me “how are you?” or something along those lines, I usually answer with very enthusiastic answers and I tend to laugh a lot. It’s just, no one can ever take me serious, and I wouldn’t take myself serious if I were to be you too. Even though I act like a carefree living person, behind the screen, it’s a whole different story. Everyday I seem to cause or...
I’m not built nor made from perfection head to toe. I’m not always right and sometimes I’m not always the person you expect me to be. But I do try and even though I’m not perfect in every way, I live everyday trying to be a better person. Not just for me, but for those that I care about. I’ll still be there for you and I’ll help you through every step because my...
My thoughts are making me curious. I wonder so many things yet I still don’t get the appropriate or correct solutions to my problems. “What if’s” or “maybe’s” are usually the answers but right now I need to decide on what’s best for me and the future. I’ve been contemplating and wondering if what I’m getting myself into is even right....
This month has been different. All of a sudden the people around me have suddenly changed - emotionally. Many of my friends have been feeling down and I honestly don’t know what to do. As a friend, I know I’m meant to be there, talk to them and support them but somehow I feel as if I’m not helping. I feel so useless because I don’t know what will make them happy. When I...
When I met you I thought you’d never mean this much to me. Our conversations were just “Hey, how was your day.” Then through progress we started talking more often. After that, it seemed like everyday I had to talk to you. After a short period of time, obviously, I fell for you, even when I shouldn’t have. But I did and I guess I can’t change that fact, even if I...
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