January 2011
I can act like a tough cookie, as if nothing can bring me down. But to be honest, I just take in all the bullshit and hide away the pain.
I learned a lot about friendships. I lost people...
Sometimes I wonder how life would of been if I...
Why do you suddenly care about what other people think of you so much? Either way they’re still going to judge. You can’t be yourself, you can’t be anything to anyone these days. Whatever you do, someone’s still going to be standing there pointing fingers or making up a load of crap. You should have fun and you’re this young only once. You don’t get much chances...
Some people
virgin-blogger:
fucking do my head in. Fuck gverstherhgtjkbgtbjkrgrebrebjdfvnb,d,fb
Please stop linking others to my blog. It gets quite annoying and I don’t think you even consider how I feel about it.
The word trust shouldn’t even exist in the dictionary since it lost its meaning.
wsupdk:
I wish I still could engage conversations which weren’t just,
“Hey, wassup! How are you? How was your day? Did you have fun? That’s good to hear :)”
You know… sometimes I wish I could get past the small talk and continue onto the next level. These questions are so generic, I feel like I repeat myself every day. Majority of the time, I would get the same responses in return. It...
I don't even know why I put you first when I'm...
I’ll make it work for us, I promise. I’ll do the best I can to show you that I really care. I’ll treat you right and I’ll try to make you happier than you already are. I want to be better than your ex’s and better than the rest. I’ll prove to everyone that we’ll work out and I’m not out of your league, I swear.
I won't say I'll never hurt you.
betterthanandy:
Chances are I will. I’ll make mistakes. I’ll break promises. I’ll fight with you. I’ll make you scream. I’ll make you not want to be with me anymore. But even so, I will always learn from my mistakes. I’ll never give up on us. I’ll always apologize. I’ll always love you. I’m not perfect. I never will be. But I also don’t want to be dishonest and promise you things I can’t keep....
It suddenly irritates me seeing you with her. What’s even worse is that the both of you have something going on. I’m meant to be happy though, that you’ve finally moved on. But I’m not for some reason. There’s something so small inside of me that won’t let you go. It’s all the memories we shared. All the long years that we were once so close. Now, not even...
Confession #19.
I am weak, emotionally. Even though I don’t tend to show it, I am vulnerable to so many things. When I hear criticism, I wonder of where I went wrong, how I can improve to be a better person. When I have little arguments, they bring me down and even though when I know I’m right or when it’s not my fault, I still apologise. When I like someone and something goes wrong, I think of...
I’ve finally realised that I am a bad friend. Either way, I’ll always be one. If I don’t tell you the truth, it’s my fault for not warning you in the first place. If I tell you the truth, you will get hurt and yet I still am I bad friend for telling you what is true. I just want to protect you from all the things that hurt and bring you down. I’ll always try to make...
Thursday, January 06, 2011.
Dear Diary, It’s my birthday today, yet it doesn’t feel like it. I woke up to a day where I knew things wouldn’t turn out so good. I got dressed and my brother took me out to eat at St Albans. After that, we decided to go to Watergardens to shop and bought so many toys. We got bored and then decided to go Brimbank for the fun of it. After that, we took off to Highpoint to shop...
So tired of the never ending bullshit that occurs.
Another birthday and I thought maybe it wouldn’t consist of tears, but just like the past years it has. I knew things were too good to be true.
Thank you for the birthday wishes ladies and gents :)
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Finally sixteen.
I know it’s not a big number, but it seems like a big jump for me. I get my L’s soon which is the only thing I’m looking forward to because I want to drive and get a nice car. Well, my birthday started off good. I opened my presents from the family and got everything I asked for. I hope the rest of the day goes out good, since I have no plans…
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Joke of the day.
Two sisters, one blonde and one brunette, inherit the family ranch. Unfortunately, after just a few years, they are in financial trouble. In order to keep the bank from repossessing the ranch, they need to purchase a bull so that they can breed their own stock. Upon leaving, the brunette tells her sister, ‘When I get there, if I decide to buy the bull, I’ll contact you to drive out...
I don’t get what’s so interesting about a New Years kiss? I got one……………
From a girl ;)
So when I finally decide to show my feelings towards you, you’re going to act like this? Really? REALLY? Now you see why I like to keep things bottled up.
I guess you’re better off without me. I didn’t want to get you involved in my life, but now you’re a part of it. I just don’t want to hurt you.. I guess it’s just my insecurities and my past that won’t leave me alone. I don’t want the past to repeat itself. Not for me. And definitely not for you.
New Years for me didn’t start off too well. I guess it’s because the year started off with so many arguments and fights. What was meant to be a new beginning didn’t turn out so bright. Maybe it was my fault.. I get agitated and paranoid too easily and my insecurities weigh me down. I ruined all of my friends’ nights. I regret so much, yet the year only began.