I always reflect on our relationship. I over analyze silly little things and sometimes I over think about unthinkable topics. Like, what’s going to happen when you’re gone? Who will I talk to when I need someone who would listen? Who’s going to stay up with me and talk about random things to? Who’s going to pick me up when I’m at my lowest state? Who will make me smile as much as you do? Who do I give my all to when you’ve taken most of me with you? How would it feel like waking up every morning, not receiving a good morning text anymore? Who’s going to spoil me with gifts and love? What would it feel like, bumping into you on the streets knowing what we’ve been through? How would it feel like, seeing you with someone else, knowing all the things we’ve shared? Who’s going to show me this much love, like you have? Will there be anyone out there who is willing to do what you do for me; going to every extent to make me content? Every little thing reminds me of you, literally. And it makes me feel so vulnerable knowing that I’m so attached to you and knowing that I would barely make it without you in my life. This is why I need you to stay. And I try to remind myself everyday to reassure you that I need you.