I need to take this weight off my chest. Let’s go! To start off with, I’m actual quite scared of my final year at school.. It’s stressing knowing you have to work so hard to earn it. I’m trying to balance everything out but I find it a struggle, perhaps because I’m not used to it. I have pressure on me because my sister got really high for her ATAR and I know I won’t achieve that high.
I want to leave home because of everyone in this house. No one ever does shit all and it’s like I’m a maid that doesn’t earn any respect. They don’t care about my schooling but rather care about issues at home that I never want to get involved in.
I am so sick and tired of people who don’t put in any effort. Understandable its your last year but seriously, I’m always here for you but you can never be there for me? Awesome.
People who complain they have no one to turn to annoy me. Open your eyes, there are people willing to talk to you, so please don’t take your shit out on us when we just try to help you out.
I am financially unstable and I promised myself that I won’t shop this year but who am I trying to kid? Oh my god I hate it!
What is wrong with you? Why do you like to stir shit up? If you don’t like him then be straightforward to him rather than lying to his face. Understandable he is a jerk but you don’t have to ruin other people’s relationships for you to maintain a satisfied life.
By this time, everyone is aware that I’m sleep deprived. The consequences kill me each day. Ugh I wish I could talk to someone about this but I’m scared. I feel fatigue and nausea. my vision gets crap and my head just keeps spinning. My eating habits have gone terrible. Every time I eat, I feel like throwing up, I don’t know what’s wrong with me but it’s not bulimia for sure. Anyway that is all..