You have no idea how hard it is to force myself to stop thinking about you.. And her, together. I know you’re just friends, but I have insecurities within myself, please take note of that. I’m aware that you reassure me that there’s nothing going on, but every time someone mentions your name and hers, together, it makes me wonder how much better she is than me. How I would never be that girl you want me to be as much as I try. Let’s be honest here; you’re with her for a majority of the week, even spending additional hours together. If she was your best friend, I would totally understand and I wouldn’t care. But this is totally different as you both had a past together. Enough said.